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With All My Heart

Me Myself and The World


Mr.Shim powerful birthday
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After posting Yunho Time, its MAXTime!!! :)
Happy reading under the cut ^___^

p.s: Don't take everything too seriously. Nothing is definite when it comes from human. :)



FEBRUARY 18

Sun: Aquarius
Decanate: Libra/Venus
Degree: 28 - 29 degree 30' Aquarius
Mode: Fixed
Element: Air



Read more about Min's snarkiness )


Source: "The power of birthdays, stars, and numbers" by Saffi Crawford and Geraldine Sullivan
Picture credit : i-da-naaaa@tumblr
It took me some time to write this entry. Plz credit if you taken this out. Thanks.

Mr.Jung powerful birthday
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Long time no post... :)
As for today I'll post a long entry about the power of Jung Yunho birthday! 
So few months ago I bought book called "The power of birthdays, stars, and numbers" by Saffi Crawford and Geraldine Sullivan, and as TVXQ hardcore fan, its impossible for me to ignore Mr.Jung and Mr.Shim birthday. And as I read their birthday characteristic, i found that these book describe HoMin personality really well.  
Now, here I am typing the content of the book. I will start with Mr.Jung birthday, which is February 6th. Then tell me what u think... ;))
Min's birthday will follow in the second post.



FEBRUARY 6

Sun: Aquarius
Decanate: Gemini/Mercury
Degree: 16 - 17 degree Aquarius
Mode: Fixed
Element: Air




More under the cut ^___^ )


Source: "The power of birthdays, stars, and numbers" by Saffi Crawford and Geraldine Sullivan
Picture credit : i-da-naaaa@tumblr
It took me some time to write this entry. Plz credit if you taken this out. Thanks.

Happy day will come for sure...
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 I almost finished one part of my life and waiting for another adventure...
Wonder... how will I face for the future... ?
 ll definitely control my own destiny XDD

Just found this quote...


~All blame is a waste of time. No matter how much fault you find with another, and regardless of how much you blame him, it will not change you. The only thing blame does is to keep the focus off you when you are looking for external reasons to explain your unhappiness or frustration. You may succeed in making another feel guilty about something by blaming him, but you won't succeed in changing whatever it is about you that is making you unhappy~ Wayne Dyer

~Be careful what you water your dreams with. Water them with worry and fear and you will produce weeds that choke the life from your dream. Water them with optimism and solutions and you will cultivate success. Always be on the lookout for ways to turn a problem into an opportunity for success. Always be on the lookout for ways to nurture your dream.~ Lao Tzu
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He did it again...
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Oppsss!!

He did it again...


I know there's a freedom to express oneself...
Nothing wrong about that...
And he reveals everything he feels to the public...

but I'm sorry...
with all my respect...
I dont buy your past tragedy...
What already happen in the past is over...
Its time to move on...

You and your new group...
and your so called brothers with theirs...

Some of your supporters maybe get touchy and cries over ur confessions...
But once again... I dont buy self pity...
I'm more content with optimism for the future...
I dont need sweet talks, all I need is actions...
Thats why your so called brothers group is more likely to be loved for me...

And whats the point ???
you want everyone knows how you get treated in the past ?
See... nothing in life is easy...
The higher the mountains, more challenges to be faced...

You loss my respect to be honest...
Your senior is a girl...
young and alone...
Yet she can be strong and overcome her challenges
By herself!!! Alone! Without self pity!!
No accompany...
No brothers/sisters by herside...
But you... *lost my words*
Your self pity has grown into arrogance in my eyes...


Yet I cant hate you...
I just cant...
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i think he likes me...
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[info]ayoepan
 



















CHANGMIN!

Yes, he likes me...
I think he really likes me...


I ALWAYS got his cards no matter what...
Tohoshinki best album...
Mirotic album...
KYHD special album...
Bigeast letter...
Just name it all.... In the end Changmin always select me me to be his true owner...

I just got my KYHD normal version today....and... unsurprisingly... I got Changmin's card again!!!
Luckily, its different pose... =.=;;;;;
Luckily, the poster from this version is much better thn the special version (pose wise)...
But still...



I WANT YUNHO'S
WAEEEEEE???!!!!









Disappointment
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[info]ayoepan
Yes I'm disappointed to the fact they put pressure on them until NOW....

Leave them alone will ya'
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YUNHO'S FATHER LETTER
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" This is Chung Yang Hyun, father of Chung Yunho, the leader of the group TVXQ.

Between the filing of the injunction until now when the injunction judgment is given, the two members who didn't file the injunction are really the ones taking the most damage.

Realistically, the result made the existence of the group TVXQ difficult, and I feel helpless as to how the two members can be compensated for their economical damages, emotional suffering, and especially the damages to their reputation.

I feel great sadness and anger, and I cannot comprehend the reason why this so called “TVXQ crisis” is currently happening after the 3 members filed the injunction

Even just a few months ago, the members and the company officials had great respect and esteem towards each other. The members debuted after sweating blood as trainees for years, then worked hard as one for 5 years to become Asia’s biggest group TVXQ who was capable of selling out every Tokyo Dome Concerts.

It is frustrating that the group is facing this crisis, and it feels like a nightmare that for whatever reason, three members are causing this huge trouble giving up the honor of being the top Korean national brand, huge potential value, and the guarantee of the future.

I’d like to ask the three members if they have to break up TVXQ like this causing a huge controversy, and I’d also like to ask if they have any regard for the two members who are not involved in this dispute and how they can denounce the two like this.

The remaining two members know the truth about this situation. The reason they have been silent without making any statement was to allow the involved parties to reach a mutual agreement, and wished the problems to be resolved as an internal matter between TVXQ and the company without distorting the truth.

If you look at this crisis from the two members’ perspective, they are the ones who lost the most emotionally, economically, and socially, but they refrained from making any comments to protect TVXQ. I decided to write this statement because I believed telling the real root of this problem and the truth would ultimately help protecting TVXQ and its reputation.

To fully grasp the root of this case, you need to discuss the fundamental reason why the 3 filed the injunction.
If TVXQ breaks up, there would be huge losses from public backlash, damage to their reputation and image, and loss of potential wealth, but there must be something much bigger if they are willing to give these up. Their relationship for the past 5 years was really great even when they weren’t as successful or weren’t making as much money as now, but they’re breaking up and leaving TVXQ when they’re at the peak of their career. What would be the reason to do that now?

I can’t help but to think the root of the problem lies in the cosmetics business and the resulting greed for wealth. To clarify this, I’d like to talk in detail about the cosmetics business as much as I know.

I first heard about the cosmetics business around February of 2009.

Changmin’s father and I had different opinion than the parents of 3 members, and we didn’t understand why top Asian star TVXQ would do things like investing in a cosmetics company that nobody ever heard of and opening up stores without any discussion with the company. It wasn’t like TVXQ was modeling for a cosmetics brand known worldwide, and we weren’t even in a difficult situation.

We also heard from others that the company used to be multi-level marketer, and the product’s main ingredient was lamb’s placenta.

Because the business was run without any formal discussion with SM, and the cosmetics company itself had low reputation, we determined that the business could possibly damage TVXQ brand’s value and its image both domestic and abroad.
Those points were explained to my son, and because he had the same thoughts as mine, we told the parents of 3 that we won’t participate in the cosmetics business in any way.

But sure enough, there were issues brought up in Japan regarding problems with the 3 members’ cosmetics business.

Kim Young Min, CEO of SM Entertainment, and the 3 members had a meeting in Japan about the issues, and some time later around May 2009, Mr. Kim and the parents of 5 members held a meeting to resolve the problems related to the cosmetics business.

In that meeting, Mr. Kim stated that Avex of Japan made an official inquiry about the cosmetics business, and he requested to refrain from the cosmetics business because the business was not a simple investment. He also said the business can damage TVXQ’s image, and the members can incur enormous loss because the business was using TVXQ in direct and indirect way.

However, the parents of three members just reacted against it without any convincing reason. When the parents gathered after Mr. Kim left, a father of the 3 members said, “We’re done working with SM any more”. Changmin’s father and I tried to convince them to reconsider, but they were firm in their stance.

Since then, I heard that three members sent SM a content-certified document that the contract is void and null without any discussion with the parents of the two, and then I learned that they filed an injunction to void the exclusive contract.

* Blogger's note: a content-certified document (or mail) has its content certified by the post office. 3 copies of the mail/document are made, and one copy is sent to the recipient, and the rest are kept by the sender and the post office.

The 3 members are not the sole owner of TVXQ.

Taking a legal action and denying the effect of the contract, causing huge public backlash without any discussion with two members is an act of ignoring the two members’ rights (Yunho, Changmin), and it’s causing them tremendous damage.

These are all the reasons I know that led to this crisis, and it is really sad that TVXQ, that my son values more than his life, is facing this crisis and its reputation damaged.

TVXQ was born from the beginning to be the best group not only for domestic market, but also the international market.

We were told of this overseas plan from the company all the time, so as a parent, I knew exactly what it is.

Other members and their parents also knew exactly what it is.
That is why everyone, the members and their parents, gladly agreed on signing extended contract for the overseas activities increasing the term from 10 years to 13 years.

I do not understand the three members’ claim that the exclusive contract and profit distribution were unfair.

I want to ask the 3 members and their parents why they didn’t raise any issues while calculating earnings. We went over detailed documents, got explanation from the accounting officer Lee Jong In, and signed the accounting papers. If they felt the contract was unfair, I’d like to ask them why they didn’t raise any issues when signing contract amendments.

I don’t know what their answers would be, but my belief won’t change that this situation was caused because of the desire to earn money through questionable ways while ignoring the exclusive contract with the company, and I believe the truth will eventually be revealed.

My son is only 24 years old. He doesn’t really know about the real world, and doesn’t even know if he will continue to work as an artist for decades, or live a common life.

Due to this incident, my son and I were deeply hurt. My son was dumfounded by these sudden events.

As a father, I’d like to tell my son that the truth will be revealed eventually, and the God and my son’s conscience know the truth. I'd also like to tell him that deceiving the world may work for a while, but he needs to be a person that keeps justice and his conscience even if it carries pain, and he needs to keeps promises, not lose others’ trust and abide the law.

I do not want to teach my child to acquire wealth by betraying his conscience, or advance to the front by taking a shortcut instead of taking a proper path.

I’d like to tell my son that the gains achieved with questionable methods will crumble just as easily, and also tell the same things to the 3 members who are like my sons.

The company always told us the vision and the future plans for TVXQ even prior to debuting, and we signed the contract because we both agreed to them.

In our opinion, we are certain that SM Entertainment is capable of further developing and growing TVXQ into a national brand, and we cannot imagine TVXQ without SM.

I’m certain this situation can be worked out wisely, and continue to grow large with the company together.

November 1, 2009"


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Those... I.... You....FUCK!!!!!!!!
*sigh*
No worries Homin... Truth will be revealed....
This is really frustrating...

I want Yunho................
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My KYHD special album just arrived!!!

and I ve got 2 changmin's card!!!! T__________T

I want Yunho's......


Maknae is cute but I want Yunho's....
>__________________________<


Anyone willing to exchange???????

I'M SOLD!
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[info]ayoepan

AFTER WATCHING 3 PERFORMANCES... I'M PROUDLY ANNOUNCED...

I'M SOLD TO TVXQ'S HOMIN !!!

I LOVE THEM! THANKS TO SOME immature JYJ FANS, I WANT TO SUPPORT HOMIN 100% FROM NOW ON.

DON'T HATE FORMER MEMBERS JYJ THOUGH. REALLY I DONT HATE THEM. CAUSE I'M DBSK OT5 SHIPPER TOO.
HOWEVER... I LOVE HOMIN MORE. 

LOVE THEIR TALENT.
LOVE THEIR PERSONA.
LOVE THEIR STAGE APPEARANCE.
LOVE THEIR ATTITUDE.
LOVE THEM AS HUMAN WHO MAKE MISTAKES.
LOVE THEM FOR BEING NOT SO GODLY ANGELIC IMAGE WHO IS SOOO PURE... =.=;;;;;;;;
LOVE THEIR RESPONSIBILITY TOWARDS FUTURE.
LOVE THEIR MINDSET.

PEOPLE WHO HATES THEM IS JUST BLOCK MINDED WHO COVERED WITH HATRED.

ANYWAY...

ONCE AGAIN.. NOW...
I WILL SUPPORT TVXQ HOMIN ONLY...

JUST HEARD, SOME ANTIS ATTACK THEM IN THE KBS PARKING CAR. IF ITS TRUE... I JUST... PRAY THEY ARE EATEN BY SHARKS...
AMEN

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New Fabulous TVXQ ♥♥
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Something that I learned today...

- Never make judgment easily...
- Stand on ur feet for wht u believe...
- Yunho and Changmin are the new FABULOUS TVXQ - dont get mad at me. I love all 5 of them. If they reunite, tht will be greatest thing ever! But be realistic today... I need to move on too...I put TVXQ 5 somewhere in my heart and WELCOME to TVXQ DUO!!!

I welcome the change! I wanna be a cassie 2.0! XDD

HOMIN needs more LOVE!


- I actually favored SME.... I mean... I somehow fell bad for them...
- Fabulous 5 are no ANGELS. 
- I know how to order music online through korean website... XDDDD
- I found a fansite tht support NEW TVXQ !!! yeayyyyyy~~~~~~~
- I shouldn't buy one special edition KYHD album, KYHD japanese version, and KYHD online albums! Im poor now..




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